While the manic phase of depression and its attendant outpourings is obviously useful to the writer, surprisingly, so is the depressive phase, which Kay Redfield Jamison suggested served a “critical editorial role”. Depression forces one into introspection, and turns a into their own harshest critic. Susan Greenfield described the manic depressive’s world as “the product of a brain with an exaggerated mind, an over-extensive buzzing of neuronal networks... whereas in childhood or under drug influence, such associations would be sparse and superficial, in depression they would be the opposite: overdeveloped and overused.... Just as strong emotions characterize a mind where brain connectivity was under-working, so the depressive trapped in his or her own mind feels the opposite—no emotions, a numbness.”
Greenfield went on to describe the root cause of manic depression as “an unusual instability in the factors that control the formation of working neuron networks... there is a stage when the assemblies formed are too small (mania), and then some compensation intervenes such that they rebound to become too large (depression), and so on.” While researching or planning, a writer forms vast webs of information, collecting a range of disparate facts and organizing them into a whole. The information is processed into words and released from the brain: then the cycle begins again, with the writer assimilating more information and tying it together in more new and strange ways. So the rhythms of manic depression match the rhythms of writing: periods of prolific writing (where the neural networks are reduced and limited, resulting in mania) alternate with periods of intense planning or revising (where large networks of connections are formed, similar to depression). Not surprising, then, that a tendency towards writing and manic depression coexists.
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Artists are similar in their tendency to depression/manic depression, but not, on the whole, composers or musicians, I don't think.
Although fortunately I don't suffer from bipolar disorder, I have had periodic bouts of depression. This made me feel that anything I did was pointless, including my writing, so there seemed no point in even trying. Ideas dried up and caused what I suppose some would call 'writers' block.'
It would be interesting to see whether those writers who claim never to get writer's block, either have a different idea of what it is or don't suffer from depression. They say you should just get on with it and stop being precious, which is fine except that when I do write when depressed what I write is turgid and unoriginal.
I also do have very infrequent periods when I can write in quantity but I don't think that's a 'manic' phase - it's merely an absence of that crippling sense of futility.
that is really interesting post - thanks for sharing, i love to hear how the brain works through these things
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